
I love Christmas. I think it's the best holiday ever - and I know I'm not religious, but that doesn't seem to matter now anyway. As I mentioned before, it's not about the presents for me... I'll gladly give presents to my family, but receiving is of no consequence... it's all about the family and togetherness.
Yes, I'm getting sappy. Holidays bring out that part of me - I think I've cried a little bit every day. I've cried because I'm so happy I'm home, enjoying this time with my parents. I've cried because I don't know when I'll be home again - after I graduate, I don't know where I'll be. I've cried from seeing happy endings (Pursuit of Happyness) and sad endings (Charlotte's Web). I've been a regular water fountain. With a pinch of salt.
I'm looking around my room now, and it's in partial disarray - some things are packed in the two suitcases I'm bringing back to Waterloo, and other belongings are strewn haphazardly on my desk. What should I leave behind? Darn baggage limitations are so restrictive these days, so I can't bring much. But if I leave something behind, when am I going to see it again? I'll definitely have to come back at least once after I graduate since I can't leave my stuff in Waterloo. But afterwards? My Christmas wish would be premonition. Where am I going to be? Where will I spend the next Christmas?
This morning, everyone was all smiles - ripping open the wrapped presents under the tree, exclaiming happiness when the contents were revealed. I was so filled with joy when my parents opened their gifts - I hope that every year I'll be able to shower them with whatever their hearts desire. The role of Santa is so awesome - I only wish I could give more, but unfortunately, finances are irritatingly limited.
I am glad of one thing though - it didn't snow! It rained buckets on Christmas Eve, and I'm so thankful that the temperature didn't drop below zero. No shovelling for me!
Too bad Christmas can't last forever - I have to leave in 2 days to go back to Ontario. Back to the reality of school, exams, projects, and assignments. And the first two weeks are going to be hell - here's hoping everything will go smoothly!
Merry Christmas to all, and to all a Happy New Year!
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I got my parents a ton of stuff - one of them was a Roomba! Other stuff included stuff for the car, an iron for my mom, a 320-thread count Egyptian cotton sheet set, and shower massager. Yeah... lots of stuff. ;)
Happy Early New Year to you too!!! :D *hug* I'll miss you too!!